Are we there yet?

A Mortal thought.

2010-12-18T09:38:00.000-08:00

As soul has no gender, its only after it enters into the physical plain and is assigned a gender does it become identifiable as one or the other. As I like to say we can run from everything but ourselves, the shell assigned to us creates our identity so we function accordingly in this world and that is why we are all soo different. There are limits created by our assigned physicality’s which we cannot escape from till our purpose is fulfilled. Many have tried by getting a sex change or other augmentations to somehow escape the shell they were poured into, but one can always be inspired and even borrow from the supreme creator but the results are never as perfect.

Scanning through The Huffington Post i came upon a headline of another male model who just died and being in the fashion industry, i happen upon these unpleasant headlines more often than i would like to. As unfortunate an incidence a death is, it is compounded and somehow more tragic when it is of someone young and beautiful, in this case Charles Devoe. It is not reported how he died but whilst finding out, i was reminded of a few other models who had died or committed suicide, like the forever 20 year old Ruslana Korshunova and male model Ambrose Olsen(24), and as I was reading about their demise, I had a very mortal thought J…Soo many of us are unhappy and insecure with our outer shells and the lengths we go to to change things, imagine how cool it would be if we could take the shell of those who have voluntarily exited from theirs, especially those of the afore mentioned! I know it to be an extremely diabolical and superficial a thought, but imagine the consequences if it were a possibility!?! Would make for a very juicy morsel for Hollywood script writers, that’s for sure. People would wait for the young and beautiful to die or drive them to commit suicide, there would be auctions held, all moral and religious debates would become passé. Beautiful people would go into hiding and parents would wish for ugly children, oh the possibilities, LOL.

Don’t think me unkind, I was saddened as anyone would be to read about someone who could not take the BS and decided to make an exit, but I also thought it to be a selfish and a cruel joke on those of us who are still here. I know beauty fades, but why do we have to be trapped in one body when there are perfectly good bodies that have been abandoned? Why do we have to be uncomfortable in our skin and be constantly reminded that we are not getting any younger? Why can’t we jump from shell to shell???...But as I mentioned, it is a Mortal thought, a Fantasy, and that is why I am taking the liberty to elaborate and indulge. I know quite well why, but when in a fantasy you do not seek logic you seek indulgence. Fantasies are healthy and fun when you have a safe word, when you know there is a safety net that will stop it from going too far. But in the fantasy that is Life the only safe word is “Death”, or the act of it, so baring in mind that the creator knows what It is doing, all we can do is watch how it all goes down. I know my musings are one of a dissatisfied moviegoer who thinks himself better than the movie director and how he would have done the scene differently or made the ending much better, but he never does, because he cant.

Indeed Man is forever ungrateful but I find solace in the understanding that those models exited their shell for a reason, and maybe that reason was the burden of possessing the very thing that we all covet.

The RANT

2010-11-22T11:27:00.000-08:00

Ok i have not blogged in ages but i have had it with BULLSHIT, its non stop. There is only soo much one can put up with, and i have reached my limit. What surprises me is that others around me seem to have a much higher threshold for BS, how else can they explain their inaction in the face of adversity!?!? But coming back to me, i was listening to the radio and the host of the show was speaking with some public enforcement agent regarding cell phone use in cars and how dangerous it is, and that it should be banned. It baffles the shit out of me that most people find little to no issue with addressing the cause instead of the symptoms!! First of all, we need to realize that cell phone and WiFi give out radiation which is harmful for us to begin with, but people LOVE to talk, so unless we all can evolve into tele-paths, the phones are not going anywhere, anytime soon. Secondly, you cant give someone a sports car and not the keys to go with it!?!? We have soo many technological distractions its not only unfair but also illogical to give people the technology without having a sustainable infrastructure in place before hand. You'll shoot your eye out ,Kid.

Google recently announced that they have been experimenting with self driving cars, an idea which is a few decades late, but lets stick to the issue at hand. If cars drive by themselves it frees us humans to actually do something meaningful, like txting up a booty call or something, without driving up somebody's booty!!Of course i am being facetious, but that, to me, sounds much better than having cops interrupt their own cell phone conversations to pull you over for using your phone while driving, doesn't it.?

Cars can drive themselves and i am quite sure much better than humans, We have the technology. Google has mapped every corner of Earth and there are satellites monitoring everything from your grandma to Chinas secret underwater installations, so why is it so hard to imagine self-driving cars? It seems we are hard wired not to accept change!As Oscar Wilde said"Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation" which is quite evident when you look at people dressing in vintage styles thinking they are oh so cool, i am especially annoyed by people who drive those ugly ass, and loud choppers with mile high handle bars which make them look like a rabid Orangutans chargng at you, i dont know who or what they are trying to impress!? Its very unbecoming and awfully rude to not only be an eye sore but also wake the dead. There are things which i believe are beneath us as humans and driving is one of those things. We were not made to sit in enclosed chambers staring in one direction to make sure we are driving in a line, or following another doing the same, all while breathing in tail pipe exhaust and suffocating our lungs,we are multifaceted Sentient beings for fuck sake. Are people that detached from their own abilities that they can accept a banal existance such as this without question? I mean seriously people WAKE UP!!!!!

It was our ancestors who created the Pyramids, not to mention other more technological amazing feats than the iPhone, but here we are, proud of how "Civilized" we are and how evolved we are when, we still send off our loved ones to fight other peoples wars and willingly allow ourselves to be experimented upon because we have relegated our responsibilities to our Masters, because they have our better interest in mind!!Go check out the Georgia Guide Stones to see a manifesto of our better interests and then come talk to me. We have access to all these amazing technologies, not to even begin to mention the ones that are kept hidden from us and rightly so, because we cant figure out the shit that we have let alone move forward with new ideas. Look around you, what has changed since the beginning of the last century? we dress in the same crappy clothes, still live in the same ugly houses and drive the same box shaped contraptions with four wheels, when we could be traveling on magnetic waves in floating beds that are controlled by out thoughts, and wear clothes of our own making that compliments our aura, But NO, that would be too Science fiction, too futuristic, well guess what, we are in the fucking future, so what are we waiting for???This shit was possible a century ago, then why is it soo far fetched to imagine now?? it is because someone else is running your life for you and you are too distracted by your stupid smart phones and the technologies they allow you to have to know any better?... You might be happy with these trinkets, but i am not, i am DAMN MAD and find it insultive that my fellow man is such an idiot and happy about it too. Go kill yourself, before they do that for you too.

You elect these fuckers so it cant be all there fault! Do people not realize that they are born free? and most of us who are adults, are quite capable of making sound decisions for ourselves? arent we???? Then why do we need someone else just as much, if not more incompetent than us to tell us right from wrong? We need to stop complying to their "Word magic" and learn self governance, instead of voting for who the fuck will be the next American Idol(President). Its just sad, wake the fuck up people, it is your ass on the line here. What spell are you under that you cant see the leash around your neck? How long are you gonna play fetch before you realize that your owner has no use for you anymore because you are and idiot and he is soon going to have you euthanized!

Use your brain, its there for a reason and you cant take it with you.

I have a Dream!

2010-05-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

I just got done watching Jacque Fresco's interview on Utube, what a passionate man for a 93 year old. I wish more humans would take the initiative to advocate creationism, instead of the war mongering species we have become. Much before I stumbled upon the "Zeitgeist" movie or knew about the Venus Project, I wanted to write down what kind of world I would like to live in. The idea became more lucid after I discovered the work of Nikola Tesla and Mr., Fresco. So, without further ado, here is what would make my physical journey on this Planet worthwhile. I am aware that what I want is near impossible if looked at from the known human histories prospective and the times we live in now, but somehow I know that there was a time on Earth when things were much, much different, and need I say almost Alien to what we are used to. Before the Egyptian civilization and maybe even before the Sumerians, the occupants of Earth existed in harmony, utilizing the forces of nature and in return contributing to it. But somewhere in time the Human species was introduced to this physical plane and since then we have been fighting with seen and unseen forces to make ourselves worthy of this ball of life we call home. But let’s get back to the subject at hand, after watching the interview with Jacque Fresco, I realized that a world run on a resource based economy is well and dandy only if the propositions of the Great Nikola Tesla are realized and implemented; which are FREE ENERGY, & ANTI GRAVITY! Why? Because if we are still bound by artificial means to generate our energy, then we have nothing to fall back on in case the system fails, and yes, I realize that system failure may not be a fear when computers are running the show instead of humans, but computers can fail to! Just look at any Windows OS, and not to mention my iPod occasionally freezing on me if I try to rewind a movie and I have to hard boot it, it’s a bitch. Anyway, if what Tesla proposed, that he could harness electricity in the air to make it available to anyone, anywhere in the World, then and only then I can see a light at the end of the tunnel which is the Venus project. As for Anti Gravity, it is the only way that we can save masses of humanity from perishing in natural disasters, such as, Earthquakes, Tsunami’s, Floods, etc, etc. I am sure someone would say that we need natural disasters! its Gods way of reducing the Earth’s population, and yes, that may be the case, but its only because, we Humans, because of our self imposed limitations, have not branched out to other Planets/Solar systems. If you understand that the Earth is a living being, like the Universe itself, then it’s easy to understand that it will find a way to groom itself, but if the grooming is done for it, then it would concentrate on other things! The Great Pakistani Poet Ilama Iqbal said "There are worlds beyond the Stars", sounds much better in Urdu! but the point I am grinding towards is that our Solar System is loaded with Free Energy which can benefit mankind hundredfold if harnessed. I heard somewhere that on the moon there is a form of energy, some kind of gas/mineral or something which in a small quantity can provide the energy needs for the entire United States for a year! I think the clever movie "Moon" was based on mining the moon for the very reason. I have also heard that the Moon (Being and artificial satellite) was bought to Earth to balance its rotation, and is also hollow! One of the NASA missions crashed landed on the Moon and it rang like a bell for days!! Fascinating stuff, i know. But whoever put the moon there, put it there for a reason! Remember The creator does not make mistakes and the Planet (Earth) was custom made for all life on it. The Animals and the insects don't have a monetary system and they are doing just fine, until we came along and started killing and prisoning them for our selfish and monetary needs.Its just WRONG at soo many levels.
So let’s say we have the two above mentioned requirements, limitless Energy/Electricity, & Anti Gravity, which we do, only then can we call ourselves a civilization and reach our true potential as Humans. If we have free electricity than all means of transportation would be electric and no one would have to pay for gas. Homes would be heated/cooled with the free electricity or solar power. If we have free energy, we don’t have to work, if we don’t want to, and people like me who are artistically inclined can concentrate on making beautiful things and actually have a reason to look forward to the next day instead of worrying about how I will pay back the money that never existed in the first place!?! With the availability of accessing electricity anywhere in the World, the entire Earth can look like Las Vegas/Dubai at night. In remote corners of the world every child and citizen can have access to the Internet 24/7, so they can educate themselves on developing into productive and spiritually complete human beings, ready to contribute with more than five of their senses and be prepared for the afterlife. There would be no need for schools as all knowledge will be freely available to every citizen, if they choose to, on the Internet, as it already is! With people self sufficient, they will not need to elect officials to govern their affairs, or send our children to fight their wars, or to pollute our minds with hatred for each other so they can stuff their pockets with more money. Not to mention, Politicians would disappear as soon as the need for money is eliminated. Remember, Money is the root of all Evil, and there is no one more Evil than Politicians and Lawyers. Without the limitations of Gravity, everyone can be "Superman" and leap into the stratosphere with especially modified space suits to be able to view the Earth from afar, giving us a new prospective and true appreciation for mother Earth.
I believe humans for the most part are good; it’s when the unnecessary burdens of the Evil (monetary system) are placed on us that we unravel and function against our true Nature. I honestly don’t think that when the Creator created Man It wanted us to mimic machines when we have so many different dimensions to us, or reduce ourselves lower than the lowest known life form in the name of living, but being a machine is all we are reduced to, and we are brainwashed into believing that it is the only way. FUCK NO, its not the only way. There are many ways to skin a Cat, so to speak.
And I don’t blame the powers that be, for they are the "Powers that be" because we put them there. Because that is how we are bought up, most in our society are told that unless we have someone to govern us or blame for our failures then and only then can we redeem ourselves in the eyes of a "Vengeful Creator". It cannot be a Creator if It is vengeful. Its absurd to create a defective car and then laugh at how it wobbles down the road. We are a microcosm of the Earth and in turn a microcosm of the entire Universe, so just like the Universe we share this Planet with other intelligent beings, as our bodies are home to millions and millions of different parasites. It is believed that the Earth was home to the Jinn (Beings made of smokeless fire), but they corrupted the Earth, pillaged its resources for paltry gains, as we are doing now, and were thus banished and replaced with Man in hopes he would fare better, because we were created to fare better. Most Jinn became the minions of Satan and vowed to reclaim Earth form Humans for themselves, and Thus began the battle for our souls which has been going on ever since. If you believe and understand that concept, more and more things become clear. Our evolution as a specie has been stunted because of the knowledge which has been suppressed from us or which we have willingly given away because of our complacency.
If we are to believe that the Pyramids of Giza, not to mention the hundreds other all over the world and under the Ocean, were indeed constructed by man in the past, yet they cannot now be replicated by modern man then the only logical conclusion I can come to is that some great knowledge got lost somewhere!! otherwise the only other rational explanation would be that they were made by someone other than human! Either way, all signs point to the fact that human evolution has gaping holes in it, we have lost many pieces to the puzzle and the ones we have don't all fit together. So until the pieces are found, what we are, and will remain, is incomplete.
We are considered a supreme creation by the creator and the other creations are aware of that fact as well, but sadly we are oblivious of it. If you are familiar with the story associated with Jinn/Jeanie is that they cannot do anything to us unless we give them permission to. We have given permission to Evil forces to control our destinies, and they cannot be blamed for they are doing their job diligently, it is us who are not.
I want to live in a world where every day I got to bed with the realization that I made my soul happy, that I came more closer to the truth than I was before, and that I enriched my existence as well of those around me. I am not defined by the title my job gives me, or what college I graduated from, or what family background I come from!! I know exactly who I am as do we all, but the fearful society which we live in has made us forget our greatness decreed by the creator. If we are created in It's image than how great are we and how limitless? My Souls journey will take me beyond the Stars but before I continue on my path I would like Humanity to wake up from this Nightmare, I would love to see with my eyes the world I seen in my dreams, for sometimes dreams do come true.

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You cant handle the...

2009-11-23T23:07:00.000-08:00

The truth shall set us FREE..... BUT WE CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!! " ...or can we?
We are conditioned by our parents, teachers, authority figures, media and religion like they were before us, to shut up and obey, to keep all the sheep together lest the Big Bad Wolf, Bogyman, or Monster would come take us away. The imposition of FEAR/LIES to keep us in line. But in reality there is nothing to fear but fear itself. The fear of the unknown and the fear of finding out the truth. That fear will remain as such, until & unless it is replaced by the known, which is the Truth.
If there is one thing i have come to be damn sure of besides Death, it is the fact that we have been lied to by those we trusted to tell us the truth! But how can someone tell you something they themselves don't know?So how does one find this elusive creature called "Truth"? Well, one way to start is to want to look for it in the first place. Seek and you shall find God and what is God but another name for Truth!And the truth is "Out there", more out there, in most cases than some.
What if all the "Fairy tales" which were read to us growing up were based in reality? What if there is truth to all that is laughed at and dismissed as rantings of madmen? Many a great men and messengers have come and gone with their message falling on deaf ears, or were silenced because they spoke the truth, because they said and proposed concepts which were in their day and age unthought of but are very much a reality now. So where does one draw a line for what is possible?.. one does not, or should not! In the Universe of the creator, everything is possible but only if we show ourselves worthy of such possibilities. Our understanding of reality is confined to the 3rd dimension that we live in, what about the other three, four or more? What of the greater Universe do we know? Even the stars that we see are not what we think they are then what of truth do we know? We dont know Jack, because we never question.
Growing up certain concepts did not make much sense to me, like if we are all created equal then why do we have to respect certain people more than others, and vice versa? Why certain issues, although natural, were taboo, (Like sex, life on other planets, The Occult, etc, etc...) Whereas, talking about someones misfortunes,backbiting, gossiping, killing, and murdering of people were discussed openly and sometimes with great detail and pleasure? I had questions, but when you are a child you are expected and encouraged to be seen and not heard. I was one of those children, a good boy, who minds his own business,or so it seemed, my parents would not have it any other way. They wanted well behaved children who did not embarrass them in front of others by asking too many "Unnecessary" questions, as do most parents. But somewhere deep inside i knew i was not being told the whole story, and i wanted answers which no one would give me. My parents were not hippies, or fanatics, quite the contrary, but they were educated, modern, and adequately religious for a conservative and often sociopolitically confused country like Pakistan. They gave me and my brother all the tools we needed to conduct ourselves properly in society but most importantly to think for ourselves. I never quite cared for authority and still don't (See Aquarius), but i was, and still am, to a certain degree, respectful of it. There has always been this debate in my head, what makes a person judge another when we are all "Equal"?? How can we be the epitome of Man when the examples we need to emulate (Muhammad, Moses, Jesus, PBUT)are exalted and Divine? Unless we ourselves are Divine!!?? If so, then why do we need to follow anyone but ourselves??? Surely who guided them will guide us too! Its not that simple for those who don't take the time to ponder such things, but for those who do, revelations unravel.
I was in a trade college in Virginia studying to be a Website/Graphic designer when 9/11 happened. Needless to say the world changed for most, if not all, of us that day, but for me the change was of discovering the man behind the curtain, like in the "Wizard of Oz". While most of American and the World media was declaring it a Terrorist attack by Islamic Militants, much to my dismay, i had the most unnerving realization that if a country like America with all its sophisticated technology can be attacked by a cavemen in Afghanistan, in this day and age, then no country in the world was safe to run to, contrary to what Hollywood would have us believe! But worse still was the realization that most of the people in America digested without questioning what they were being told by the media. I remember post 9/11, one of my favorite Sting songs "Desert Rose" was banned from radio, among other songs, because it had back vocals by an Arabian singer. People were hurt and scared, and it was an understandable reaction, but i too was one of those people. I still could not wrap my mind around the "Terrorist attack story". As most songs were banned for one reason or another, certain patriotic movies were played in constant rotation on several channels, one movie in particular "True Lies" really got my goat. I used to love watching that movie before 9/11, who doesn't like a "good guy, bad guy" movie where the good guy wins in the end with comical precision? but after what transpired on 9/11, how the Worlds most powerful military could not stop three, supposedly hijacked commercial jet liners from crashing into the most prominent buildings in two of Americas, if not the Worlds, most prominent cities, and do nothing to stop it!?!? but then to watch Arnold (Current Governor of Kali-fornia) dispose of a terrorist with one hand while saving his on-screen daughter from falling off the jet with the other, all while piloting a Harrier jet with its cockpit blown off !! was just too much "True Lies" for me to digest. Things only got worse from there on. The worlds Economy went south and the Idiot from the South openly mocked us all by making promises he could hardly read off the prompter. American went to war over lies and the jobs went overseas. Our emotions were being controlled by color codes, and more and more bullshit was crammed down our throats as we stood there with our mouths ajar, bewildered at what was transpiring before our very eyes. No one, it seemed, was being told the truth, because no one wishes to be burdened by the truth at such a sensitive time. But we all know, we don't like to be burdened by the truth at anytime for the truth is a bitter pill to swallow, and the powers that be, who are sending American children to war to die over greed and lies would not like us swallowing anything that was not sugar coated, per chance we don't like the taste, and wake up. That would be bad for business. But we are a gullible lot who get quite cranky when awoken from our stooper so who can blame them?
And this is not the first time in history that the masses have been effectively distracted from the truth and led to their demise. It is because of our conditioning that we forgive and forget the fact that at one point in our History we were the masters of our destinies. Forgiveness ,however, may be Divine,forgetfulness on the other hand is a foolish characteristic which usually bares ill consequences for the party's involved. We have been told for soo long to listen to others that we have gotten terribly good at it. Follow orders and don't ask too many questions. But how can one get answers if they don't ask questions? Even sadder is the fact that majority of us don't want to be bothered with the answers. We would rather Work 9-5, live for the weekend, get wasted come weekend, tweet and facebook our friends and the rest of the time live under a color coded sky which is always falling than take a few minutes to pause and ponder if what we are doing is what we should be doing? How can anyone call that a living when all most of us truly are, are glorified machines? We are capable of soo much more! It is like using an iPhone as a buttering knife, it may work, but really?
After 9/11 more and more people are waking up dehydrated for the truth. The events and enigma of that day made us all take a pause and pick our heads up in more ways than one to see cracks appear in the dome of lies we were living under. Because of the availability of information on the Internet and its worldwide reach, those who were seeking answers were finding them like never before. But still most of us are not looking. We would rather look up TMZ to get a sneak peek at Brittney's kooch than question why we pay interest on things we cannot afford (Housing Bubble), or should not have to pay in the first place(Student Loans)? Education should be a birth right for all humans but we should not be enslaved for it with student loans. Everything they can ever teach you in school is on Youtube anyway!?! Some may ask, "Is it truth that we are finding?", i think the answer lies in the question, "Is it truth that we are seeking?" for it is said that "Truth avails its self to those who seek it". And its not only on the Internet, the world that we see with our naked eyes is telling us that we cannot continue on the path which we have. The path of pillaging the Earths resources when there are abundant alternatives solutions all around us. But still many of us cannot bring ourselves to comprehend the changes, still many of us are rigid in their old ideologies to fix new problems, like attempting to watch a VHS on a BluRay player, its just not gonna happen, so why try. We as an experiment are failing miserably, but there is always hope.

Before i moved to the United Sates i lived a very sheltered life, my parents had servants and cooks, we had sweepers and chauffeurs to do our bidding, because of which i never concerned myself with questioning life. But all that dramatically changed when i came to America. My dad was no longer a Colonel in the Army commanding a regiment of hundreds, and the servants at our beck and call were nowhere to be seen. The land of opportunity beckoned and ready or not, it was sink or swim time. I had heard and seen nothing but good things about America, and heard stories of how people like Madonna were made everyday, so to speak, with only $30 Dollars in their pocket. I thought to myself,We came with more that $30, so we should be good!What a wonderful place America must be! And yes, There is no country quite like America and there are no people quite like Americans, but all good things come with a....PRICE and $30 dollars was not it. There is a great saying in Urdu "There is darkness under the Lantern" but i like many others only noticed the bright light. I don't want to give the impression of ungratefulness, quite the contrary, If it were not for America i may still be living in La La land. Remember all things do happen for a reason!
I came to America to get a good education and become one of the youngest Fashion Designers out there, ( i was 19 then). But i had forgotten that unlike my previous life in Pakistan, in America nothing was free. Work, Work, and more Work, was in order, and Work, Work, and more Work is what i did. If the best things in life were free! America was not the place to find them, because America ran on Blood, Sweat, and Money, with a topping of Interest. Was i to find solace in the fact that i was not alone? that there have been generations before me as there might be generations after me who will continue to do the same?? ...I sure as hell could not.
I strongly believe that we have more purpose then mimicking machines and worrying about what poisons we are being sprayed on. We as a species cannot allow ourselves to continue on the path that we are on, not only being destructive towards our surroundings and each other, but most importantly to ourselves. It is the self loathing that makes us reflect ourselves in other, very few of us are truly happy with what they see what we see in the mirror, because we are made to think act and be like others which is as unnatural as it comes. Individuality is shunned and looked down upon so as not to have confidence in ourselves. I often wonder if me and all the people i know are doing what we are made for? are we created to work 9-5 jobs, without questioning why? even when our mind and body tells us "No", we still go? Why do we answer to Authority when Authority is made up of schmoes like ourselves? Are we all children? then why are we treated like Children? Or are we just distracted and hypnotised slaves who will never break out of the Tlism (Magic spell) of those who we elect to enslave us? Knowledge is indeed power, and power should not be possessed by only a few, but knowledge is hidden from those who do not seek it. Is it because of our complacency and conditioning that we would rather pay someone to deal with our issues, and in the process make him/her have power over us, i think that is exactly the reason why we are where we are, which is nowhere. The concept of having a savior, an authority figure or someone to blame is what holds us from knowing and implementing the truth.
Whatever may the truth be to either of us, is for us to discover, but a treasure of such a magnitude is not stumbled upon, it is secretly guarded by those who know its worth and potential. And it will remain in their possession until we take back what is rightfully ours.
More and more people have started asking questions and are making attempts to free the elusive creature from its shackles, for maybe one day it would again live among us.

Things to ponder:

If the Earth and the Universe is full of free energy, why then do we continue to extract dead energy (Fossil fuel) from the Earth to sustain us? and in the process destroy the Earth.
Why do we pay for Energy when it is Free?
Why do we pay interest?
If we are all equal than why does the Queen live alone in a castle, when 1 in 7 people are homeless in London?
If God is in all of us then are we not the God we seek?
How can the Rulers of UAE justify the worlds tallest and emptiest building when their Brothers and Sisters in Palestine don't have homes?
Why do we pay someone who is already rich so when they come to power they can swindle us some more?
If there is only one God then how can he be better than himself?
Why NOT ask Why? Why try Bud dry?...............I don't even drink!!

2012 Viva La EVOLUTION.

2009-06-27T01:57:00.000-07:00

"Wait, we too are waiting" Said God.

God also says, that our lives are predestined, but we, and only we, have the power to change our destinies. In other words we have been given free will, and where there is a will, there is a way, NO? ...
...Yes, there is. God made the angels bow down to man, because God was proud of its creation, it knew the power it had given us and put its faith in us that we would not let him down. but we showed ourselves to be unworthy of such a gift and we found ourselves demoted, banished from his kingdom to suffer a physical existence on Earth, till THAT day comes.
I have noticed that we spend the better half, if not our entire life, waiting, waiting for something -unusual- to happen, something tangible that would give us purpose and meaning. We fill the voids occupying ourselves with other people and their ideas of what our lives should be, fashioning our individuality's with someone Else's, not realising that it is a vicious circle that we are stuck in, for those who We wish to be like, are wishing to be more like Us themselves. In other words, we are all the same.
HUMAN and what it means to be human, Truly human, is much much more complex than the modern societies and its ideals lead us to believe. But that is because our preception of reality is limited to what we can see, and seeing is believing! So we believe only what we are told to believe. In human history, many things have unfolded which were lost, or hidden away, so as to allow the imprisonment we now live in. By Whom?, How?, and Why?, is not as important as knowing and understanding the fact that we are. But, know also that there are ways with which we can set ourselves free, only if a higher understanding is allowed to prevail within us.
Much ado has been made about a certain historical artifact know as the Mayan Calendar and the date it ends at,(December, 21st, 2012). Most people believe that the end of the world will occur at that time because of the celestial alignment of the Earth and our Sun to the center of our Milky way galaxy, causing the Earth to experience a pole shift that would result in a near extinction of all life on the planet, caused by Earthquakes, Floods and other Biblical goodies from the "End of Times" tour. The ancient calendar has been quite accurate about many other Earth events that have come to past. So, the fear is not unfounded. And Duct tape will not help this time around! As the late, great, George Carlin said "Pack your shit folks, we are goin away".
But, are we really? and if so, where? and why are we so reluctant to go there? Is it because we have yet to do what we came here to do and dont want to leave emptyhanded, or is it because we are afraid of what we will find once we get there? I think its both! It is much like going to a party where you don't know anyone and when you get there you realise that you are inadequately dressed. Awkward, i know.
There has got to be more to life than waiting to die or running around like chicken little. Don't we all have a higher purpose? and i know we get told that all the time, but no one ever tells us what it is! That is because as mentioned earlier, we are all in the same boat, well most of us atleast. But time...ah yes TIME... Time has this annoying thing that it does, it constantly reminds us of things we don't want to be reminded of and one such thing is our mortality. That is why we keep our graveyards hidden away from site, obscured by a billboard or neatly trimmed hedges. Pay good money to have our faces pulled and injected with poison, our hair colored, our bodies toned by regular gym visits, anything from seeing the truth when we look in the mirror. But in silence, we can hear the hands of time ticking away with every beat of our hearts and we are listening, listening for the other shoe to drop. When will it drop, WHEN??? The fear of death and loss is what holds us from the higher purpose. Our current existence is based on materialistic acquisitions, we like to have and hold the things we cherish as if we have a right over them. We treat life in quite the same way, like we can prolong its duration by doing the things we do.
There was once a prophet (His name escapes me! PBUH) who was taken by an angel to a ruin where they came upon a mound of garbage and filth The prophet questioned the angle about the strange surroundings and the foul smell, whereupon the angel replied," These ruins were once grand palaces of unimaginable beauty and these piles of filth were its occupants, this is what is left of their lavish belongings". knowing that in the end, all that you see, feel, hold, possess, LOVE, and covet, will turn to shit, why then do we allow our lives to be filled with meaningless pursuits? We do it because the purpose of life escapes us, we have been distracted, pushed off of our tracks, and we all know what happens when something goes off its tracks! it crashes and burns without reaching its destination.
All we know and base our assumtions upon is on this Earth. That is all we have ever seen. Our limited understanding of reality is mostly what we ourselves have experienced in our lives and the little we know of our past. But what do we really know of our past? Large chunks of or past is lost to us, we cannot explain or grasp most of the knowledge our ancestors possessed becuse our minds eye has been shut. Our greed and complacency has severed us from the natural order of things and from discovering the truth. We have given into fear, fear of what we no longer know. And those who benefit from our condition have learnt to keep us in fear so we continue to follow the path of self destruction. We cannot blame our dark side for over-powering our good side, for both are equally powerful. But we have willed ourselves to be shepherded, so we have someone to blame when we fuck up, anyone but ourselves.
I dont know the answers to most of my questions, let alone any one elses, but i am resolute in the notion that the answer to my question will be the same as the answer to yours if we work towards a common more positive and uninfluenced objective by freeing us from the entrapments of the physical world and seeing things with the minds eye.
Whatever promises 2012 fulfills, only time shall tell, but i do know it will be our collective conciousness that brings it to fruition. Many a things from the past have been lost never to be seen by man, but the Mayan Calander endured to forewarn us of an empending doom or maybe to give us enough time to make amends . Indeed one gets what they deserve and if it is a dark day that we are waiting for, than a dark day it shall be.

Below are two possibilities of what 2012 could be. You can choose which one you would like better, just don't fuck up :) Now get your Yoga mats out, activate your pineal gland and get your Chakras in sync. Dont forget to cross your fingers.

DAVID WILCOCK 2012 ENIGMA

2012 THE MOVIE

The ALIEN story.

2009-02-14T14:43:00.000-08:00

We all love a great story, something incredible that takes us away from the norm and titillate our imagination. But what makes a great story incredible is its credibility. I am here to tell you one such story.
As i have often wondered and mentioned at several occasions how strange it is that we, for the most part, find it easy to digest the fanciful incidences mentioned in the scriptures but don't like to believe if the same were to happen now. I know it is because out lives are more structured and we like to believe that we have control over our lives and most things that happen within it. So, when something out of the usual happens it challenges our false notions of control, but knowing damn well that we are the property of someone else it is not only foolish but disappointing to think otherwise. There are unseen subtle forces that interact silently with mankind to guide us through our physical journey, but then there are certain interactions that are not so discreet and boldly demand our undivided attention. One such incredible incidence is the Dr, Reed Alien story.
If nothing else it is an AMAZING story and why it has not been widely publicized or made into a movie is besides me. I would rather watch this story than the multi million dollar SHIT that Hollywood smears in our faces every year as Movies, but i guess its just me, otherwise more people would know about the Dr Reed Alien story! Anywho, here is the story, loosely:

Sometime in mid 1990's Dr Reed's dog, while hiking in the mountains of Washington, startled an unidentifiable creature who struggled with the dog and shook it so violently that the dog disintegrated and the only visible remains of the dog were some very fine powder. Upon hearing his dogs pleas for help as it was being attacked, Mr Reed picked up a broken tree branch and went to investigate. What he saw was so disturbing that it bought out the animal in him and he bludgeoned the unknown creature to, what he thought was, death. Shortly after this Mr Reed grabbed his video camera and went to the scene to tape the aftermath. Below is what he captured:

Now after watching this video over and over again, i must say if this is a hoax the man behind the camera needs an Oscar for a very accurate and dramatic acting job. The heaving that you hear constantly in the video is very hard to maintain if it is not an actual reaction. I know i would have a very similar reaction if i happen to be in that situation. Anyway the story gets even more interesting from here onwards. After Mr Reed collected himself he went to his truck and got a thermal blanket to wrap the dead aliens body in. He describes the body as being lighter than it looked. He also mentions an artifact which he though was a soda can left in the brush by hikers but turned out to be a cuff like device which he later discovered was a transporting module. He put the artifact in the blanket with the alien and put them in the back of the truck. He then drove home and after reaching home, put the wrapped body inside his freezer in the garage. Still recovering from his shock, Dr Reed tried calling his friends to help make sense of the incident. The next day Dr Reed went to the freezer to recover the body and brought it to his living room, unwrapped it and made this video:

He did not realize when he was shooting the video and looking at the creature from his view finder that the alien blinks its eyes. Even with the massive head wound from the attack the creature was still alive. After making a detailed video he wrapped the body up again and put it back in the freezer. A couple of days later he heard some noise coming from the freezer, He went to investigate and was scared shit less to find the creature sitting up inside the freezer, and to make matters worse the creature screamed at him. An unearthly scream that he described would produce ripples in the air around him. Dr Reed made an audio recording of it and played it on the Art Bell Radio broadcast below:

The Alien, whom Mr Reed referred to as Freddy stayed in his possession for 9 or so days but was later stolen from his garage and his home ransacked by the government. But Mr Reed still possesses the recovered artifact which he claims is in safe hands somewhere in Japan, as well as DNA analysis of the creatures skin and brain tissue. Much effort has been made to discredit Mr Reed and his story. If you try to Google his name or look up the story online, most likely you will get the UFOWATCHDOG website that debunks the story and goes out of its way to insult my intelligence. A picture, or a video, in this case, is still worth a thousand words to me, you are free to draw your own conclusions. I remember i saw the photos online of Freddy the Alien long before i knew the whole story and remember thinking to myself that the alien,if a man made dummy, was very convincing and provoked sympathy.Although quite ugly it also looked very stylized with its slanted eyes and subtle features. I was very excited to find out that there was more to this when i stumbled upon the Dr Reed story.
We are all free to believe what we like to believe, that is why we have so many belief systems, and God would not have it any other way, but if there is one thing i don't believe is what i am told to believe by those in charge, those who like to run our lives and hide the truth from us. I just cannot bring myself to believe everything they say because my trust has been taken advantage of by them so many times. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me...you cant get fooled again!!!LOL, yeah something like that.
So, i just told you an interesting "Story" and how different it is from the other interesting stories you have been told before, is for you to decide. It does not matter much if you believe or not believe this story, what matters is that inside all of us is a voice, the voice of reason, and it whispers ever so slowly, calling you towards the truth, and you can hear it even when your ears, your eyes and your mind has been closed.

AIDS CURED.

2009-01-21T18:39:00.000-08:00

"None are more hopelessly enslaved then those who falsely believe they are free."

It is said that God made life simple for us, but we went and complicated it. That might have been God's design in the first place, but the fact remains that life can be made less stressful and much more worth living if the resources provided are efficiently utilized, which i believe to be more of God's design than the former. Humans for the most part are moral, but it seems to me that if given the right reasons and condition all of us are capable of doing horrible things, and we do. We have all noticed how impatient most of us get in a grocery line if someone takes longer than we expect them to, or how quickly we grow irritable if someone accidentally bumps into us. And these are very small incidences involving, in most cases, two individuals, but when it happens on a large scale, things can get real scary. Our impatience not only leads to unnecessary involvements but also distracts us from the truth which allows deception to govern our lives.
Money equals power, and with power comes the ability to control those with less power. Mankind is easily manipulated by those in power, when distracted, much like a magicians trick. The goal of every human is to live their lives to its fullest, but distractions take our eyes off the goal. AIDS is one such distraction. Trusting not what is told to us in most cases, i looked up a cure for AIDS, and was surprised to find a US patent (AIDS CURE PATENT #5676977 ). Which led me to a video on Dr Boyd E Graves, a former AIDS patient, who is now cured of the disease which he did by using a single intravenous injection of the devices required for efficacy.

I was watching TLC and they had this 11 year old gifted kid who performed surgery on and 8 year old girl, making him the youngest surgeon in the world. When asked what he wanted to acheive, he answered that he wanted to cure Cancer. Listening to him speak i was quite confident that he would, but i also heard the other doctors give their opinions about the 11 year old and how he needs to be prepared for the disappointments he will face in the process and after his dream is realised, if it ever is. I could not help wondering about the disapointments, not that he would be unable to find the cure, i am quite sure he would, but that his great achievements will be brushed under the carpet and hidden from those who could benifit from it. And his work, like the work of many of his kind before him will be lost in history, because we will allow it to be lost. How very sad.

AIDS is an artificially created disease however you want to look at it. But much like many other things that are staring us in the face yet we have chosen to ignore them, the creation of the disease and the cure is suppressed from teh masses. For those of you who don't know why the information is suppressed i will put down in lay mans terms. There is no money to be made off of healthy people if you are in business to cure illnesses that is. The more sick people there are the more money the phamasuticle companies make. Continuing to put 2 and 2 together the best way to make the most money is to introduce a sexually transmitted disease because the subject is so taboo that no society is entirely comfortable taking openly about it and so if someone is diagnosed with the illness the blame falls with the person and the act itself and they are too ashamed and guilty to do more than just take medicines for it and shut up . The point that most people dont realise is that humans have been fucking humans and anything with a hole and a heartbeat for as long as human's has existed on this planet, then why now do we have AIDS and other unknown diseases to deal with? You will see from the above video that its a deliberate effort to control the population both mentally and physically.
God tells man that, Don't not have children for fear that you will not be able to provide for them. I am responsible for all my creations. And honestly whether you believe in a supreme power or not, what say do you have in the matter anyway, it is not us who put life in motion and it surely will not be us who put an end to it, pompous as we are and believe otherwise as we may.
The only thing we can do is to educate ourselves and others to know right from wrong, so we can truly acheive the higher purpose that we were created for. Like John Lennon said "War is over...if you want it". There is a CURE for AIDS, if we want it, but sadly that does not seem to be the case because we are too distracted with the so-called "Reality shows" that are unreal and the unrealistic lives that we think is reality. Our quests for power which will continue to elude us because that is not what man is created for. We are becuase of the other and we all know there is strength in unity, so if the forces against us can unite, then what, but ourselves, is stopping us to unite against them?
I don't know what is true and what is false! for that i seek guidance from the creator, but i do know that except for the gifts of God everything else has a price, and the gifts of the creator are plenty and sufficient for all of us if only we implore him for them instead of man, who is himself needy and distracted by the shiny things in life.
Seek the truth where ever you can and dont forget to share it with me. PEACE :)

Prophet Nikola Tesla

2009-01-07T19:51:00.000-08:00

I just got done watching "The Bucket List" With Morgan Freeman & Jack Nicholson and in the beginning of the movie Mr Freeman is asked about who created the Radio and he gives a little explanation how it was Nikola Tesla who was the inventor of Radio but most people still think it was Guglielmo Marconi, even though it has been proven otherwise. So, how is such a great inventor a virtual unknown?
I believe that we all possess the ability to be "Great", but some of us are chosen by God to be the epitome of greatness, Nikola Tesla was one of those epitomes. Tesla, like all of us, was given a gift to educate the masses about the good things in life through his lucid visions and myriad inventions. In his case it was primarily the art of harnessing free energy for the benefit of mankind. Had he lived in Biblical times he would surely have been considered a Prophet if not a Wizard. The latter though proved to be what he was remembered as, but unfortunately, not in a good way. You see, we humans are scared of what we don't understand, but, when someone comes along to explain it to us, we become scared of them. Knowledge is power and everyone wants to be powerful, but no one wants the other to have that power, so we consume ourselves with trivial pursuits and get distracted from the big picture. Such is the case with Mr Tesla and the knowledge that he possessed.
I stumbled upon Tesla's name as i was watching some videos on Youtube about electric cars and was surprised to know that an absolute miracle like Nikola Tesla and his inventions are for the most part brushed under the carpet of history along with his credibility! We all know that when a person is silenced, or when some people in power go out of their way to eliminate the footprints of something or someone it is usually because they feel threatened by it. And indeed Mr Tesla's ideas were threatening, he proposed a plan to supply free electricity to every corner of the world wirelessly with the construction of his Wardenclyffe Tower, he presented a working model of a "Death Ray" device that could melt the engines of airplanes in mid flight. Most of his inventions were frowned upon or considered controversial because they were so unbelievable, but most importantly because there was no money to be made with them. If people are given free electricity and transportation that did not require fossil fuels then how would the corporations bleed the consumers to death and keep the work force in check? So, after Tesla's death most of his great inventions were destroyed and the blueprints to all his life's work were confiscated by J Edgar Hover to make sure no one else got a hold of them. (Tesla's FBI files).
Many of the technologies we use now-a-days like the Internet, cell phones, GPS devices, electric cars, can be traced back to Tesla's inventions. But after all said and done, i am baffled by how brain washed we are that we do not question our past which it is littered with inventions which could make life so much better for us. Makes me wonder if we are truly as advanced as we are led to believe?!? Our daily lives are out of control because we have allowed our greed for material things to over power our existence as human beings. I think its time to rethink what life truly means and also to know the difference between slavery and freedom. Freedom is not what comes from living in a free society, freedom is achieved when one truly makes an effort to unlock the potential of ones own mind and succeeds. We may live under the impression that we are free but who really is running the show, when most of us are dependant on our 9-5 grind for the good things in life. Aren't the good things in life supposed to be free?
God made this planet sufficient for all life on it and that has been the case for as long as life has existed on this planet. But we greedy needy humans have found ways of making profit from things that should be free for everyone and suppressed the truth. But the saddest part is that we willingly pay for these things and even encourage them, for example bottled water, air conditioning, and heating to name a few. I am not saying that everything in life is and should be free, i am just talking about the things that are and we are stupid enough to pay good money for, because we are too complacent to look for alternatives. Its the "i want it, and i want it NOW " attitude that dooms us.
Just because one voice is louder than the others does not make it the only voice, but mostly the louder voice is trying to drown out the other voices so you don't hear the truth. Effective it may be for those who are easily distracted, but for those who seek the truth i give you Nikola Tesla (Peace Be Upon Him).

What time is it?

2008-12-13T02:50:00.000-08:00

Here is what is goin on, and frankly, i find it quite strange and sometimes unsettling. My second year in college back in 2006 i started seeing the same numbers everytime i would look at a clock. At first it happened a couple of times and i thought it was just a funny coincidence. But it started happening more frequently, to the point that i stopped looking at the time in fear of seeing the same numbers. I felt like i was being told something by someone, but what and who???

As most people who know me know that i am most intrigued by unusual events, things and places, so if something out of the ordinary happens to me i make sure i get to the bottom of it, or atleast make a big fuss about it. Which led me to search online if i were alone in my predicament. I was surprised to know i was not. Now before i go into futher details i must mention why i decided to write this blog. Day before yesterday i was croping and resizing some of my photos which i do manually, in other words i hold the edge of the photo and shrink it to a size i like. As i finished shrinking this one photo, i could not help noticing that the dimension size that i stopped at was 444x333 (see screenshot below)

A day or two before yesterday and today i was awoken at 4:44pm ,I sleep late so i get up late, (incase you are wondering) I am reading an article http://angelscribe.com/1111.html as i write this blog and in it, it says that 444 is the number for Resurrection! Waking up is a kind of resurection, but i dont usually wake up at 4:44 !! Unless awoken, in this case by my mom, who usually dismisses this kind of stuff but, cheerfully acknowledged that its a blessing when i told her that she called me at exactly 4:44. I also see 12:34 and 11:11 sometimes and have found myself stuck behind cars with 999 in their number plate. From my research i gather that the angels are trying to communicate with me and that i should say thank you everytime i get a message, but i hate math, and things with numbers tend to get me confused. Still its an effective way to get my attention and freak me out. I like to believe that ...OMG i just glanced over and although i have been watching the time as i write this i was surprised to look down and see that its 3:33am. I am alone in the room, should i be scared? i dont feel scared just surprised. I took a screen shot >>

WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO TELL ME??????

Anyway , as i was saying i am sure in time i will be able to understand this better but for now it just startles me like catching your own reflection in the mirror when you were not expecting it. I posted this blog in hopes that someone, maybe the angels themselves would communicate with me in a form that i can understand or at least give me an answer that would make more sense. I am at a point in my life that sometimes i cant differentiate dreams from reality and most of my dreams are intense just as confusing as these numbers i keep seeing. Am i loosing it or am i gaining it? i just cant tell...as yet.

ALONE ???

2008-10-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

Why is it that we are willing to believe the most fanciful stories about rivers getting parted and spirit beings of light with wings who can travel universes in a blink of an eye (Angels), in the name of religion, but God forbid if someone were to say that they saw a "UFO" or worse yet were abducted by Aliens, that they are instantly written off as kooks? and their credibility thrown out the window? Is it really that absurd to believe in one and not the other? The human race has been around for a very long time but not as long as the Earth or the Universe itself, then how can we claim that we are the only form of intelligence in the UNIVERSE? The Earth to me is a microcosm of what the Universe is as a whole, thriving with life at all levels. We may occupy the visible universe but there are dimensions that are hidden from view, for the sole purpose of not distracting simple minded humans from their task of reaching the full potential of the human brain. And the human brain has great potential indeed, but sadly we don't use even 1/4 of our brains capacity before we meet our demise. Is it God's plan? maybe, by as far as i know the creator gave us free will and we are limited only by what we wish to limit ourselves with. We allow our elected leaders and clergymen to impose their limited and mostly selfish ideas and understandings upon us where as we too have the same brain as do they!
I mostly find myself in heated debates with family members and sometimes online with strangers, trying to defend the case for intelligent life elsewhere, because there sure isn't much of it on Earth. I personally have never seen an "Alien", but i have seen a lot of evidence which leads me to believe that there is intelligent life, other than human, either from this dimension or another. I once saw a special on National Geographic or some educational channel like that, which showed amazing marine life that exists only at the deepest recesses of the worlds oceans and had it not been for the actual images, which i saw with my own eyes, it would be easy to assume the story to be a fake, or at most an exciting fable. Not many of us have actually gone down to the depths of the ocean to wittiness this supposed life form, but we willingly except it to be true because of the explanation given to us by credible sources and the photographic proof provided. So when a similar photographic proof is given by countless credible eyewitness concerning an Unidentified Flying Object, including my parents (See video below), why then is it so unacceptable to us to believe that we are not alone when its comes to intelligent life?
I am ever so grateful to God for the Internet . I remember that as a kid I used to get very bored with everyday life and of people and their fruitless conversations. I wanted my mind to be stimulated and would often find myself making up fancy stories to entertain myself and others. But deep down inside i knew that this world and all that we can see with our eyes is not all there is to it. That there are forces and happenings unseen to the naked eye which shape the world we can see and sometimes they make themselves visible to us, intentionally, because everything happens for a reason known only to the creator. These chance encounters are happening more increasingly now and the Internet is making it possible for the message to be delivered to anyone who wishes to hear it, loud and clear. (Please Google: The disclosure project, William Cooper, Dr Reed Rutter's Alien, NASA STS-75 UFO, UFO The Greatest Story ever Denied-The Movie. )
I am also sometimes accused of being a heretic for the questions i pose to others or the things i believe in, which baffles me because my ultimate goal is to gain understanding of Gods awe inspiring creation (The Universe) and most that is contained in it, for i am not foolish enough to think i will ever grasp everthing, even if i live for several lifetimes. You can't understand a movie or read a book by skipping to the parts you like, you have to watch/read the whole thing for it to make sense to you. And i know life and its meaning is too vast to be compared with a book or a movie but it presents itself to us every day as trailers for new movies, and whether we go to watch the movies or not depends on our priorities. Most of us are preoccupied or distracted by diversions and redundancies created by the forces that feed on our complacent nature. We prefer to be herded like cattle and our answers and explanations fed to us instead of us going out to look for them ourselves. I am not asking you not to listen to the reviews, but i have found a lot of good movies, like Blade Runner that did not get a good review because the subject matter was too complex to grasp at the time, but good things come to those who wait.
I hear we are in, or, at the dawn of the age of Aquarius , also known as the age of awareness. Because of technological advances, more and more knowledge is being made available to far reaches of the earth, thus educating the masses for what is to come or has already arrived. I increasingly get the feeling that we are being desensitized and prepared for the inevitable and drastic change in the evolution of mankind and its contact with other life forms. I am not sure if it will happen in our lifetimes, but i get the feeling that we are being given tools and instructions on how to use them for when we are in the presence of a higher intelligence so we can communicate with them on their level. Kinda like when we go to a third world country and give them tools for a better life and teach them our language so we can share each others cultures.

Quite recently the LHC (Large Hadron Collider) located in Switzerland was in the news and great interest was generated about the countdown to its start date and how it can create tiny black holes on Earth that may devour the Earth itself! But at the base of this multi trillion dollar experiment, which was funded by 8 different countries, was to create the big bang itself. Talk about having God-like ambitions!
Experiments of this nature have been conducted in the past (Philadelphia Experiment), apparently unsuccessfully. But the main question is why do we need an experiment of this magnitude when we have over population, poverty, and hunger to address? these experiments are funded by tax payers money, but we don't have any say in it. The only thing that i can think of to justify an extravagance as such is that we have someone very special to impress. The arrival of whom takes precedence over human lives. Someone extraterrestrial perhaps?
If there is a person i have no respect for it is an Atheist. It is not because i am concerned with what will happen to them after their demise, i am more surprised at their blindness or their voluntary lack of understanding of things around them. But then again when i see the majority of people who are intelligent and God fearing, that do not take the time to look at all of Gods creation, i find them guilty of involuntarily committing the same sin as an Atheist.
I am often told that i am crossing bounds when i ask too many questions about things i don't know, but what else does one ask questions about? There are a million, and then some, things i don't know, but one thing i know for a fact and that is that we are not told the truth in most cases by the people we put our trust in, either because they themselves are misinformed or they don't want you to know what they know. Do they have my better interest in mind by hiding the truth from me? i doubt it. God says " I have created the universe for you to seek out the truth", i repeat, for YOU....to seek out the truth. What is the Truth? you will only know if you look for it.
Whether there is intelligent life out there or not? i can't say for sure, cause i have never seen it with my own eyes. But neither have i seen my soul nor have you seen yours, but we both know that it exists. The world is full of amazing sites, sounds, and people, that we will never get to experience! That is not to say they did not, do not, or will not exist! Much like other countless creations of God known only to him.

Below is a video of the UFO my parents captured on their visit back to Pakistan in 1999.

I DO :) ....YOU DON'T :(

2008-09-08T04:30:00.000-07:00

Variety is the spice of life, but not everything in life is for everyone. I have yet to have the urge to "settle down" although i have constantly been told by those who have "settled down" that it comes highly recommended! But should i fall for the lies?... not so fast.
Marriage is a must in the natural order of things to do in life. It is the legal and moral process by which we continue the human cycle, and contribute an extension of our DNA in the form of a male or female offspring, thus continuing the human race. But with the threat of over population and the world food crisis looming, not to mention the ever growing orphans of the world, what makes us then still encourage marriage with the intent to produce more hungry mouths? Without God's help we would truly be in a heap of trouble, but most of the time we think we are God. We play God every chance we get unless something horrible overtakes us and then we are all God's children and he must show us his mercy.
I have no problem with people marrying, and i understand since the end of WWII, the baby boom generation and all that followed it were encouraged to procreate. Then when things got really out of hand, they introduced the HIV virus to scare people into stop fucking. It is no secret humans LOVE to love. We make a big fuss about how much we love each other, its in every fucking song and lets not forget Valentines day people. We are a compassionate bunch! But love is quite often confused with lust and vice versa and before you know it, its already too late because we are too dumb to know better. We just do what we are told, its much easier that way. Use only one brain, someone elses, and leave the rest for the afterlife. Sorry, but thats not how it works, you cant take it with you, so use it up.
A good friend of mine texted me to vote NO on proposition 8! Now i must admit i vaguely knew what it meant but had to look it up to make sure. For those of you who are in the fog like me, Prop 8 is an effort to overturn Proposition 22, the right of gay people to get legally married in the state of California. Most conservative advocates for the physical and mental institute of marriage believe that "Marriage" should be between a man and a woman, but if two men or two women are allowed to commit themselves to this sacred institute then they must truly be insane, as apposed to the sane male and female coupling. No one likes competition, its hard enough keeping up with the Joneses, let alone having to deal with not one, but two guys who dress better than you, or a woman who keeps her garage and pickup truck better stocked than yours. Also, how will you explain all this to your five year old, because you know how intimidating five year olds are and how nervous you get when a gun is put to your head.
I wish for a time when hopefully we will have more pending concerns to occupy ourselves with than to tell others how to live their lives. But when i think of the worlds oldest profession and how it still thrieves, or when i hear the same stories over and over again which continue to weave the fabric of our redundant lives, i am left to wonder how much exactly have we evolved as a race? what is it that holds us from reaching an understanding and appreciation for one another. What would happen if instead of just a handful of people, a whole lot of us were to reach enlightenment. Would we become more worthy in the eyes of the creator or would we think more of ourselves as Gods? If homosexuals are to marry, it will be so because the creator willed it, and nothing can stop the will of the creator. Those who wish to huff and puff can do so till they turn blue, but thy will be done.

I think marriage should be defined as a consensual agreement between two or more adult (over the ages of 17) humans who are foolish enough to try their had at marriage and should be severely punished if they don't adopt at least one orphan from any part of the world. It should be the law for all married individuals. I'd like to see how many fools then would rush in. No one gets the family they want, but most will agree that we are very grateful to have one or both parents to share our ups and downs with. I can't speak for all the orphans of the world, but i am quite sure that having two gay parents is better than having none at all. For those of you who don't see that, i think you are selfish and cruel.
I think most of us don't look up at the night sky often enough. We allow our physical and mental selves to be drowned by our surroundings, not realizing that one day we will leave all that we have ever known, including our own body, and go to an unknown place with only our souls and what we did with them. When i find myself bogged down by the voices, the faces, the noises around me, telling me how to be more like them, telling me that there is nothing that i can do right, or when i am confronted with situations that overwhelm me, i think of the day the world will shake us off of its body and send us all on our merry way, then all our posturings, our disputes, and our conquests will hold no meaning. Who then do we think we are to pass judgements about anything or any one? Only the creator reserves that right and it's blasphemy for one to consider themselves God? ... for those who still care!

Stranger for President!

2008-08-21T14:36:00.000-07:00

Here's my question, if we are not to trust a stranger then what makes it right to elect one for president? I am all for "Democracy" what ever that means, but cant bring myself to vote for anyone to govern my affairs but myself. And I assure you i have no intentions to run for president, for myself or anyone for that matter. I am just saying, who knows you better than yourself? so if you have issues, you know the only person that really gives a fuck is, YOU.
I may have a twisted way of looking at this matter but democracy to me means that people should bring their affairs to congress and the majority vote should win, that way if a war is declared or some other horrible action is taken, all we have to blame for it is ourselves. I find it absurd that we as a race look for people, or in most cases, one incompetent individual to pin all our hopes and aspirations on and if things go wrong, to put all the blame on. Jesus Christ, although not incompetent by any means, was but a mortal, like all of us and the belief that he died for our sins is to me utterly complacent and very selfish a notion. Give the man a break, have the balls to fess up for your mistakes and take them up with God who started all this in the first place. I am sure he knows more than anyone from the past, present and future combined.

Election season is upon us and how i see it, its time to elect another saviour, another "Mortal" to put our faith in so we can crucify him to feel good about the mistake of electing him in the first place. Which brings me to Senator Obama, and i must say i have never been taken by an individual as i am with this chap, but i find comfort in the fact that i am not alone. The man can speak, and what he says makes more sense than the man he might replace! Although i know i am comparing a shiny apple to a rotten one, but an Apple none-the-less. I believe that if u indulge in the game of politics, you have or will soon sell your soul to the devil. its the only way you can win. And i have no respect nor can i take pity on such a person who voluntarily engages in such a transaction. But, coming back to Mr Obama, he is as different as different gets and in the times that we live in, something different is more than welcome. But with all the hope i see in him i cant shake off the fact that behind the mask he is still a politician, a puppet who will be manipulated to serve the better interests of the dark side, if he isn't already. The proof , they say, is in the pudding and the pudding will take four years to make. That is a long time to wait for pudding! I am fed up and i want desert now. I want to be able to have a good reason to cast my vote, i want to put my trust in someone other than myself... but, the truth is, sometimes i cant trust myself to do whats right for me, so do i deserve pudding?Yes, we all do, but not from a stranger.

Watch then Vote...or not!!!

WTF are you wearing?

2008-08-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

I am an Aquarius, i cant help but think differently. At least that's the excuse i use to calm myself when i have to deal with banal bullshit that passes for fashion now-a-days. Nothing irks me more than ugly clothes. And yes i am myself guilty or wearing a few but that is because there is nothing remotely impressive to adorn oneself with. Everyone has a pair of 4 pocket jeans, t-shirts, and sneakers, not to mention other ugly items or clothes in their closets. But its not only the western culture, most nations of the world have very little sense of style or innovation in what they choose to wear each day.
But it all comes down to the fact that we as a race lack education, some by circumstance but mostly by choice. Everyone has a brain but few know how to use it, why? We like to call ourselves civilized among other titles we do not deserve, but i want to know what compels us to go out in public looking so unoriginal and uninspiring?
I went to fashion school and i remember squeezing myself into an elevator between classes full of young girls that looked like shabby clones of each other. One poor creature in particular caught my eye after the elevator thinned out a little, i saw her 4' frame trying to blend into the local fare, in ballet flats, a bohemian ruffled skirt, a short cotton shirt which emphasized her many bulges and folds and made he look like she had three sets of breasts in the front as well as in the back, topped with an even tighter cotton bolero sweater. Her bob cut and Jackie O sunglasses, inside the elevator, did not help the fact that she was torturing her clothes and those who happen to cast their glance upon her, like myself. I hope she was happy with herself, because it would truly be sad if she was not after all that effort! But the point i want to make is that she is not alone in her delusional existence. Yes, i do believe that people should wear whatever they please, but only in the privacy of their own abode.
But my main complaint lies with the fashion industry itself. If i had a dollar for every time a designer comes out with their "NEW" line of clothes inspired by the fashion of the 50's, 60's, or 70's, i would be living a comfortable retirement at an early age. Its not NEW if its inspired by fashion of yesteryear, now is it? its just improved upon, and not very well at that either, i might add.
I love designers or people in general who think outside the box. But mostly their efforts are acknowledged and appreciated by only a handful of intellectuals and peers because ,sadly, the majority of the sheeple are uneducated and refuse to allow change into their mundane lives. Its is because we don't question things around us, we are numbed by the media and the 9-5 slave routines to realize that we only live once, that we, not anyone else, should have control over our lives, but they do, because we allow them to. Slowly, real slowly and reluctantly time is forcing us to evolve and hopefully better ourselves. It would have been easier if we had another world of "civilization" to compare ourselves with but there isn't one. that still does not take away from the fact that we are not living up to our own potentials and promises we made to ourselves. Long ago we had dreamt a collective dream to live in a world without poverty, disease and war, a world where ideas would blossom into amazing achievements, like free energy, colonies on other worlds, flying cars, super cities and a heightened sense of self and surrounding. But.......Are we there yet?

Personal mobility.

2008-08-16T22:01:00.000-07:00

I hate to drive. I would rather be driven then to have to drive, i think its beneath me and frankly i think it should be beneath any self respecting individual who would rather utilize his or her time doing something more productive, like catching up with their beauty sleep than having to find them selves stuck in traffic, sucking on car exaust and accidently happening upon the driver in the car next to you digging for gold..Eeee-fucking-U.
I remember when i was very young i was watching some japanese cartoon in which a family is driving in their car and once they are on the highway the car goes on auto drive and the seats all turn inwards facing each other so teh family could talk to one another. You see the mother knitting, the kid playing with his dog and the father catching up with his work on teh computer while their car navigates heavy traffic. This was back in 1982. We now have the technology to make all this possible still we as consumers are offered expensive, extravigant, and archaic pieces of shit, know as CARS to suck the remaining life out of us. But, as the saying goes, you only get what you deserve, so until we raise our own self worth and demand a better alternative, like the Toyota PM, or the bevy of other "Smart" cars out there, then we deserve to die sucking on the exaust pipe of a HUMMER.
I urge anyone who visits my blog to take a few seconds from your day to change the way you think, to allow new ideas into your way of living. There is a better life out there, you just need to look for it. Dont be a sheeple, or you will be herded all your life and treated like animals.

Life Vs Death

2008-08-16T21:15:00.000-07:00

OK, i know there have been times when all of us have wanted to kill someone, but we don't because common knowledge tells us its not the right thing to do. Although, every day people kill other people and the weapon of choice is a fire arm, a gun, a pistol. I know that war is profitable but honestly, if you have even a shred of dignity, how can you bring yourself to justify making money by having blood on your hands? Why do normal citizens need a tool that kills to defend themselves? I honestly think that as humans we are just looking for an excuse to kill another human, excuses like self defence. If you truly want to DEFEND yourself then what you really need is something to stop your attacker from attacking you, not to finish him/her entirely. I would love a device that can shoot out needles filled with a solution that numbs or disables an individual on contact or delivers a form of temporary paralysis, so you can either restrain the attacker or run away from it. Needles that have tracking devices in them so as to track down the assailant. Needles that embed themselves into the flesh of the perpetrator and can only be removed surgically. Its an easy technology to come up with but, NO.
I listen to people that fight to defend their rights to possess firearms and i think to myself, either you have a damn good reason to justify killing someone who you are quite sure wants you dead or that you are just paranoid! Trust me i know all about self preservation, there is nothing more important to us than life itself, but when your time is up, its as simple as that. Many people die either accidentally or intentionally by crude , primitive tools like the hand gun that should not have any place in a civilized society and rather be displayed in museums as mistakes made by man in the past.

My cousin died under such circumstances. No one knows if his death was accidental or if he indeed committed suicide but i believe had it not been for the fact that he had access to a firearm he might have had more time to think things through or not be a victim or an accidental death at an early age.
With the availability of stun guns and tazers, if then we still choose to purchase a fire arm to protect us then Prince was right, "Man isn't happy until a man truly dies" Prince -Sigh of times.

Check this out :)
The other night i was up late and came across an infomertial on TV for a taser called the Taser C2, check it out at WWW.TASERONTV.COM. I dont usually sit through infomertials but i watched the whole thing and the device touched on alot of points i made in my blog above, which made me very happy. The device looks amazing and very ergonomic. It would be nice if we replaced ALL firearms, all over the world for tasers. I know they have devices that can control entire crowds with sound and electric waves. Then why do we need tanks and missiles. But that will never happen, so i wont be holding my breath for it. Still i am happy an alternative is being introduced to the mass market.

Are we flying yet?

2008-08-16T03:12:00.000-07:00

On one of my long daily drives to Los Angeles (2 hours, one way), i could not help looking over at the hills and wondering how kewl it would be to have a device that i could hop on and just discover the tranquility of a mountain top or glide through hills and valleys with a couple of friends or just by myself. If only a device like that existed?

Well, imagine my surprise when i found a video on youtube about a device called the WASP (Williams Aerial Systems Platform). Although i had visulized something of a flying bean bag in my vision but this is the next best thing. Now my question is, if something like this exists why is it not made available to citizens? When we have obnoxius vehicles like the Hummer and other gas guzzelers available? I know many would like to justify the stupidity that are these cars but i dont want to hear it. I just want to know why we dont have access to something this fun and why this kind of technology is not improved upon and promoted? Think about it next time you find yourself stuck in traffic when you could be discovering God's green earth.

So it begins.

2008-08-15T22:31:00.000-07:00

OK, i am not much for words but if i have something to say, then God have mercy. I have been meaning to start a blog regarding My biggest disappointments in life for a while now, but have always been preoccupied with other distractions. But, here i am so lets not waste any more time. The reason for this blog is to question and eventually bring to fruition a future that was promised to us. I believe that we are all born with an idea of what we want our life to be or that reason that one becomes aware of at an early point in their life which gives us hope for a better tomorrow. Growing up in the late 70's, the year 2000 looked exciting, intimidating and so far away, but it's 2008 and although we have amazing technologies like the Internet, cell phones, micro chips, etc, etc... it's still nowhere close to what i thought 2008 would look and feel like. Thus my major disappointment.
I HATE, i repeat, i HATE the fact that we as a race are so reluctant to change and how easily we can be manipulated because of our complacent nature. We would rather have someone think for us than us doing the thinking! Besides the Internet, or the cell phone technologies, we have not much to show for the era we live in. Allow me to explain myself, we still drive cars that run on gas and have four wheels, knowing that there are much cheaper and alternative means of energy. We still live in new houses that look like old houses! With fixtures and furniture which imitates the styles of the by gone eras! The list goes on, and i will make mention of them in my other posts, but what i would like to start with my blog is a movement to inspire like minded individuals who question their surroundings and seek out answers for themselves, who want to contribute new ideas for a new way of living in all aspects of life unaffected by old ideologies. Old ideas need to be rethought and new answers need to be answered for a new generation. Time is begging us to catch up with it, and we need to heed the call.
I LOVE, i repeat i LOVE the fact that the creator, whoever that may be for you, has given us free will and a brain to go with it. But it is sad that we truly dont know how to use it to its potential.
But, its never too late to make amends. We know that our existence in this physical realm is fairly short, so we should not allow others to influence and hold us back form living a fuller more gratifying life? I want you to educate me and yourself in making sure that we get what we deserve, because i know we deserve better.
I welcome new ideas and inventions that will help better our lives. I basically have a vision which will unfold as this blog progresses but its nothing without your help so feel free to inject your contributions whenever you so feel inclined.
I am a futurist and i welcome all who share my vision to bring about a Better World Order.